tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21128637140028484822024-03-21T00:35:00.661-07:00LOUD\\\ This blanket on my faceThis is not for you.Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-58558370847759026022014-08-05T22:18:00.001-07:002014-08-05T22:24:06.281-07:008.6.14 (poem or something) <p dir="ltr">Polar bear white<br>
Brushing my teeth tonight <br>
Letting my gums bleed </p>
<p dir="ltr">I ate birthday cake<br>
Blew out the candles <br>
And wished for parking lots<br>
And worn out movie stubs</p>
<p dir="ltr">Thinking about the first time I heard her say my name.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Eyes close, eyes open </p>
<p dir="ltr">Nothings changed. </p>
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Cheetos will never make you happy<br />
High fructose corn syrup<br />
Klnopin<br />
Adderall<br />
I dance them around my tongue<br />
Dry swallow<br />
Goodbye today, hello happy tomorrow<br />
I'm thirteen again, making out with pillow cases, practice makes perfect<br />
It's a love/hate thing the loneliness of cotton<br />
There's a polar bear army laying in bed with me<br />
My cuddle buddies<br />
Emotional/physical needs<br />
Text me and tell me I seem distant<br />
And I'll lecture you about initiative, thoughtfulness, space and time<br />
About how frail it can be, all this collapsing<br />
The emptiness between you and me<br />
We<br />
Barbiturates<br />
Self-esteem<br />
Feeling fucked but OK enough<br />
Etc.<br />
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I give my cuddle buddies names<br />
Pretend it is normal<br />
Fuck it, nobody is watching<br />
advantage of being alone<br />
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Laying in bed watching dawson's creek<br />
Letting the TV have its way with me<br />
It understands without me having to say<br />
"feed me intimacy"<br />
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Cheetos will never make you happy<br />
Buy you eat them just to have something to do<br />
And I guess that's OK.Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-30951823791475698462013-07-21T19:30:00.002-07:002013-07-21T19:30:35.688-07:00Try harder<br />
My friend tells me she just wishes she could die<br />
And I can't help but think about a Wikipedia entry<br />
I read three days ago about someone younger and<br />
Way more successful than me.<br />
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A year ago I gave up weed for cigarettes. Traded jail<br />
Time for tooth decay, bad breath and cancer.<br />
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We talked about babies. I said I'd only consider having<br />
One if I could name it Bruce Willis jr, you kissed me and<br />
I interpreted that as "no dice, baby"<br />
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I search Internet porn sites and type in the name of<br />
Various foods. I will never look at donuts the same.<br />
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When my mother passed away, I thought about your legs<br />
At the funeral, thighs begging to be bitten, and how beautiful<br />
You could look in the morning, when tired was the only<br />
Expression you could muster.<br />
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I tell my friend "it gets better" and tell myself that tomorrow<br />
I will build myself a new heart out of cotton candy and<br />
Starburst.<br />
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I write a note to myself and stick it to my bathroom mirror, it reads<br />
"Try harder"<br />
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-74227687569436415252013-07-12T18:57:00.001-07:002013-07-12T18:57:01.468-07:00Yume<div>In my dreams the kit kat bar gets </div><div>gagged And pleasured to death by the purple tentacles.</div><div><br></div><div>The girl with the pink hair just collects sea</div><div>Shells to sell on eBay. </div><div><br></div><div>The ninja just gets drunk On sake and frustrated by the lack of sex in his</div><div>Life. </div><div><br></div><div>When the koga clan arrive they play beer pong With lupin the third, and smoke weed till the sun Comes out.</div><div><br></div><div>In my dreams I am a paper air plane built by a boy With way too much time on his hands, he bites his Nails till they bleed and day dreams about a time when he wjll Never have to live vicariously through his day Dreams.</div><div><br></div><div>Translation:</div><div><br></div><div>I am watching anime on a small screen and all I want to Do is punch through every wall I have to till I can fall asleep</div><div>In whatever bed/mattress/couch/floor it is that you inhabit </div>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-29373801419632961382013-03-19T20:39:00.003-07:002013-03-19T20:44:22.112-07:00I didn't know what to say so I'll say it here<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px;">I didn't know what to say so I'll say it here:</span><br />
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The aliens are fucking shit up some where on a planet we don't even have a name for yet. </div>
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The aliens don't have time to fuck shit up on earth.</div>
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"We'll leave earth fucking to the humans" an alien thinks out loud.</div>
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All of the other aliens nod in agreement.</div>
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I smoke cigarettes and drink beer, I am pissing in a field somewhere.</div>
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I look at the sky, I look at you, I prefer you to the moon and stars, really I do.</div>
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If aliens invaded the earth I would tell them to fuck off and die.</div>
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They probably wouldn't understand me.</div>
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I'd say there's a girl I like and I'd point at my chest and they would understand.</div>
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Love is universal or something </div>
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Your worth is universal.</div>
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I'd kick all the alien ass I'd have to just to hold your human hand. </div>
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Really I would and I try to tell you this but I can't</div>
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I mumble the words and say forget it, it's nothing when you say you can't understand me, and I run away and you just keep on keeping on as if nothing ever happened.</div>
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-42419203522831465512013-03-13T19:05:00.001-07:002013-03-13T19:05:35.375-07:00I could give up porn for you (Bruce fucking Willis)<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; line-height: 24px;">I could give up porn for you...</span><br />
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I want to spoon you as if you were the last bit of peanut butter at the end of the jar, nibble on your earlobe and let you beg me for more. </div>
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Woah being sexy is not my area of expertise </div>
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I want to wear you like a candy bar wears its wrapper </div>
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Do stuff to my body</div>
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I want to wake up in your bathtub</div>
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There are a million things to watch on Netflix</div>
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Come watch them with me</div>
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I will wipe up every dead ant that invades the privacy of your car</div>
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I will kill every ninja that tries to assassinate you</div>
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And if you die, I will play your favorite drake song at your funeral</div>
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I don't give a fuck</div>
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Finna kiss you so hard you'll feel me on your lips for the rest of your life</div>
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Fuck every lover before and after, I want to be your right now</div>
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Lets watch Bruce Willis kill Russians together</div>
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Die hard in the backseat of a cab</div>
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Hold my hand right now</div>
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The loneliest feelings creep in when I whisper I want you into a cell phone</div>
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I could give up porn for you, I mean it.</div>
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-87740389455572180652013-03-10T20:53:00.002-07:002013-03-10T20:53:27.793-07:00banana peppers <br />
The happiest moments of my life all involve sandwiches<br />
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I am eating till everything taste good<br />
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The bitter memories and the salt in my wounds<br />
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The hunger makes me apathetic<br />
<br />
you kick my head then rub my stomach<br />
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I am better when I am lonely<br />
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I thrive on the taste of the curb<br />
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Hold my hand you might tell me<br />
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and I wont because I don't feel like it<br />
<br />
when my bed is empty<br />
<br />
your hand is the only thing I miss<br />
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-80690371408434633352013-01-15T12:57:00.000-08:002013-01-15T12:57:22.936-08:00surprise<br />
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You spell "penis" pen is and text it to me over and over</div>
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You type "my pen is giant"</div>
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I respond "My penis giant, lol"</div>
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I try to hear you laugh from wherever you are.</div>
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Try to mimic the sound from memory but it doesn't really work.</div>
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I play a waka flocka flame song on my ipod and think "I'm a trill ass nigga"</div>
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I'm from new york so I think its ok to think that.</div>
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I text you "I'm a trill ass nigga"</div>
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and you don't text me back.</div>
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I check to see if my text was sent and it says it was and I feel stupid.</div>
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Feel like texting to you how stupid I feel but I don't do it.</div>
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I don't do anything.</div>
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I lie in bed and touch my penis.</div>
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I think "masturbation" then I think "no"</div>
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Feels like the world is going to explode.</div>
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The explosion might be ok because everyone would die <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">simultaneously and there will be no pain/sadness.</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">I picture you lying in bed next to me naked.</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">I picture your body exploding and instead of blood and guts there is confetti.</span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px;">Surprise this is not the first time I have killed you in my head.</span></span></div>
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Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-47861891943696319152013-01-15T12:38:00.001-08:002013-01-15T12:38:10.701-08:00Beach<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-size: 13px;">Beach body</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I've been in Florida for four months and I haven't gone to the beach.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I am not a beach person.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I can't deal with sand and all the parts of my body it likes to invade.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I think "personal space" when I go to the beach. </b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>The beach invades my personal space and the desire to go to the beach leaves me.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Beaches just feel lonely or something.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Like when I watch good looking couples holding hands or little kids building sand castles I think "I am fucked, I am going to die alone" I have never built a sand castle, have never known what it's like to watch something I built be torn down by waves or destroyed by a bro trying to catch a frisbee.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I also think "boobs" when I go to the beach.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I think about bodies.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>So many good looking bodies.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Male and female.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I am not comfortable with my body at the beach.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I hide my head underneath the sand, crabs pick at my eyeballs, my eyes water but I am not crying.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>I sometimes think "sun shine" when I think of the beach. </b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>My favorite weather is cloudy gray skies, when it might rain in New York but it doesn't so you decide not to wear a jacket and the wind blows and you feel cold but free.</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>It's always cold and free, not warm and free. </b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>It is warm and I am feeling an immense weight in my chest,</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>beach, you have invaded my body yet again.</b></span></div>
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-28035448817140503602012-12-31T19:57:00.001-08:002012-12-31T19:57:17.503-08:00YouI am lying down in the middle of the living room<div>
my mouth is open but I'm not saying anything</div>
<div>
want to scream fuck it, really loud but I don't</div>
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want to scare the neighbors. </div>
<div>
Don't want to upset my dog.</div>
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I move around on the carpet.</div>
<div>
Trying to get comfortable.</div>
<div>
I am failing miserably.</div>
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I ingest adderall and count to ten.</div>
<div>
If I am calm enough "You" will magically appear in front of me.</div>
<div>
But there is no "You"</div>
<div>
I don't know who "You" are...</div>
<div>
Feels like I am imagining "You"</div>
<div>
making "You" up</div>
<div>
If I fall asleep in the middle of the living room it will be tomorrow and I will have to go to work and everything will start all over again.</div>
<div>
I want to fall asleep and wake up five years from now.</div>
<div>
Maybe then there will be a real "You" and my desires/life would make sense.</div>
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-78740229789153806352012-12-31T19:44:00.001-08:002012-12-31T19:44:06.811-08:00Being Human<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">I feel comfortable holding your hand, like I am not worrying about sweating too much, or moving too much.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">Like I am not worried about anything.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;"><br />Five months from this very moment I will be rocking back and forth on the couch questioning my existence.<br /><br />I will be checking your every status update, deleting you and re-requesting you.<br /><br />I will stalk your web presence the way I traced your body with imaginary fingers.<br /><br />I will poke you, and cry into a pillow “love me back or stab me I don’t care I just want something to happen.”<br /><br />I talked to a friend once about my depression, I asked him what the fuck am I even doing here,<br />to which he replied, “being human.”<br /><br />and I felt like everything made sense and I was going to be ok or something.</span></span>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-88877548516730055842012-11-05T20:49:00.001-08:002012-11-05T20:49:15.168-08:00Loud Intense Nothing<div style="text-align: left;">
I am using my shitty Internet connection to the fullest.</div>
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At night I browse for the "best" porn videos I haven't seen yet.</div>
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I watch cam girls take off their clothes and masturbate for money.</div>
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At work I am quiet and efficient. I don't stop working till I am told</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
to go to lunch or take a break or something. </div>
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I think about all of the girls</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
I used to talk to. I don't really talk with anyone anymore. I've isolated myself</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
from the world. Sometimes I comment on facebook or retweet a tweet but other than</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
that I don't really socialize or anything. I have become a hermit, "irl" and on the</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
internet. Wtf. I can't get a girl to fall in love with me. I cant seem to fall in love with anyone</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
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I rarely masturbate in the shower, I mostly just think about life and stuff.</div>
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I haven't dreamed about sex in months. Seems sad kind of. </div>
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I haven't smoked weed in a month.</div>
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I miss it sometimes but not really. I don't know what I want to do. Seems like I want to write</div>
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but I can't take my writing seriously. Feels like I haven't experienced anything outside of going</div>
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to work and watching gossip girl on netflix. </div>
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Wow. I dont feel depressed but I don't feel not depressed.</div>
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I've been smoking more cigarettes now than I used to. I don't even like it much but there's nothing else.</div>
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There is cancer in my mouth I think, I pick at it with my tongue as I lie awake in bed. </div>
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I just want to kiss pretty girls</div>
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and feel ok about things. </div>
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Feel out of control most days. Like I could be yelling but I hold myself back. Feel like I should</div>
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yell mean things at myself in the mirror and cry. But I don't feel like crying.</div>
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I want to buy a bike and ride it somewhere but</div>
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I feel stupid riding a bike and I dont know if I would feel like riding it anymore once I buy one and like ride it once. I do that</div>
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a lot, I get into things, like obsess over things and then lose interest quick. I'm sorry ladies. I think I have ADD or something.</div>
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Sometimes I want a cat and then sometimes I don't want one enough, so I just think about wanting one and live vicariously through my </div>
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thoughts. </div>
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I don't know anything anymore. </div>
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Feels good outside tonight but not good enough. </div>
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Feel anxious about nothing in particular.</div>
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Seems fucked.</div>
Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-2080614211775703792012-10-28T18:08:00.001-07:002012-10-28T18:14:25.779-07:00Cover my legs with sand and trample all over my body<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />I want to bleed enough blood to make sharks take the initiative<br />to try to walk on land. I don't believe in vampires, I'm sorry.<br />I just want to kiss girls with green alien eyes, and purple skin.<br /><br /><br />Pour sand over my legs, do anything<br />I'm a slut, I feel ridiculous,<br />pour grains of salt over my mouth<br />I want kidney stones the size of boulders<br />bury my body in Austin<br />I want to be remembered for my beard and<br />not my beer belly<br />I am tired of voice mail and student loans<br />cover me in honey and pour alcohol into<br />my lungs<br />I want to be so drunk I can't remember<br />ever being drunk<br />fuck it, just kiss me now and pretend we <br />are in love</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am ready.</span>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-27548201240277646402012-10-24T22:29:00.001-07:002012-10-24T22:29:52.380-07:00I can't help but think about you, damn<div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'>If I could describe you with just one word it would be iconic<br/>
Damn me for liking everything about you<br/>
You make smoking cigarettes look seductive<br/>
I want to pour you in a glass of water and drink you<br/>
Lately I've been pretending you are all I need, toying with the idea that you could make happy<br/>
Pfft, as if<br/>
What I'm really saying is I want your lazy body next to mine<br/>
Come lay down with me<br/>
We can talk about raising children together and other things we might regret.</div>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-76163602285204499472012-10-23T20:17:00.001-07:002012-10-23T20:18:31.208-07:00LungsI want to kiss you in ways I have never kissed anyone ever.<br />
I want my existence and your existence to coexist together.<br />
I want to smoke every cigarette you have ever smoked.<br />
I want my lungs to be as black as your lungs.<br />
Your lungs make me happy, I want to caress them and read them love poems.<br />
In fact bring your lungs to me and I will ask them to marry me. <br />
I am dead serious.<br />
I love you the way my generation loves irony.Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-6285434529040334282012-09-23T20:14:00.000-07:002012-09-23T20:14:37.806-07:00Kissing you is like watching netflix and I can't wait to log in again<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Kissing you is like watching netflix and I can't wait to log in again</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am kissing your skull with minimal force so as to not leave any permanent damage,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">like damn I am sorry if I am not doing it with perfection, I am not ryan gosling and no matter</span><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">how many times I pray I probably will never be. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tonight the moon is full, but we don't give a shit, we watch movies in doors on our brand new tv, the tv is smart you tell me, cutting edge, it has internet capabilities and a netflix app. We watch Felicity and Friends and I get the urge to start kissing you again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am shy with the knife, making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches is dangerous business, I hope I can impress you with my finesse, as you take bites of your sandwich I can't help but think,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">damn you are beautiful even while you're dressed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I want to bathe in your love till I am sick of it.</span>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-5455678033497661912012-06-11T20:49:00.003-07:002012-06-11T20:49:24.758-07:00assholeI have never learned to love people properly<br />I am a vengeful person<br />I am a spiteful god<br />I hate all of you<br />I am walking around the earth<br />I am walking on top of, around, and over a dozen blury clouds<br />I am on the sunset strip, it is 1989, I want to stick needles in my arm<br />Cradle me mother, I am starving for your attention<br />I will never learn to love anyone<br />Doesn't seem right<br />but its all I can think right now<br />I am in a negative place<br />I am in a negative space<br />This apartment will swallow me whole<br />and shit me out into the internet where I will become a youtube video<br />that nobody watches, a meme that doesn't catch on, fuck, I am fucked.<br />Seems bleak, tiny celestial bodies wrapped around my spine, I am bending<br />backwards, trying really hard, like I am poking you on facebook and everything<br />seems like I am doing everything right, but maybe my right is wrong to you.<br />Fuck it, I don't care, I was born to be an asshole anyways.Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-14872628688808892282012-06-11T18:33:00.003-07:002012-06-11T18:36:07.390-07:00Sandwich<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I am eating a sandwich in your bathroom. The baby is crying. Feels like I am in the middle of nowhere. I hear shouts from the bedroom. I am not suppose to be here. It feels like I am not suppose to be here. There is a sick feeling in my stomach. I am throwing the sandwich in the toilet. I flushed the toilet. Water is coming out of the toilet. Fuck, the toilet is clogged. It was a pretty big sandwich. Turkey ham, Swiss cheese, tomato and lettuce with a dash of vinegar and salt on a hero. I don't know why I flushed it. I guess I am being passive aggressive again. Fuck, I am still kind of hungry. I smoke a cigarette. I know you hate when I smoke in your bathroom. I can hear the baby crying. Someone do something please I think to myself. When the fuck is this world going to end? My socks are wet. You are knocking on the door. Your friends all hate me now, your little sister needs to use the bathroom. I am crying, I don't know why I am crying but I am. I unlock the door as quietly as possible and leave out the window. I hope I never see you again. I hope I never see anyone again. I am going back to the deli.</span>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-77076796082528172842012-06-10T21:28:00.001-07:002012-06-10T21:28:20.633-07:00<br />I want to fuck you in your stomach<br />There are naughty things brewing through my brain constantly<br />Fuck you for not having my sex drive<br />Appetite for destruction<br />I am kissing my pillow, hands on my penis, I will ride this one out alone tonight<br />Fuck you for not understanding my weird desires<br />
I just want to kiss you in odd places<br />This will end badly<br />But fuck it,<br />
I am almost there<br />
shaking in bed and crying tonightEduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-79865048377083504842012-06-10T21:05:00.003-07:002012-06-10T21:13:00.780-07:00<div style="text-align: left;">
Vomitingwinter:</div>
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I want to open your legs and spray them with hot glue</div>
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******:<br />
That's not really erotic but I appreciate the effort<br />
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Vomitingwinter:<br />
Fuck I tried so hard, idk I am an asexual male<br />
<br />
******:<br />
maybe you just put in too much thought into this stuff?<br />
<br />
Vomitingwinter:<br />
i over think everything idk, i should just shoot myself. I will write a suicide note on ms word.<br />
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******:<br />
What will you write?<br />
<br />
Vomitingwinter<br />
I am a socially fucked 21 year old virgin. My penis is the size of an egg roll, can't cope<br />
<br />
******:<br />
I like egg rolls.<br />
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Vomitingwinter<br />
Egg rolls are good, I guess. But egg rolls aren't sexually stimulating.<br />
<br />
******:<br />
They could be, if applied correctly<br />
<br />
Vomitingwinter:<br />
What does that even mean?<br />
<br />
******:<br />
I don't know I was just trying to... something.<br />
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Vomitingwinter:<br />
I give up 0_0!!!!!! i'll be on later or something<br />
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******:<br />
k, bye =(Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-4008365747350507622012-05-31T16:13:00.003-07:002012-05-31T16:13:32.775-07:00I want to die staring at my computer screen<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">My eyes are red. I can't focus tonight. <br />The bleakness of life. You and I. Me and<br />you. We aren't anything. <br /><br />My TV is here. My cell phone is here. <br />My laptop is here. But you are not.<br /><br />There are bugs trying to enter my window<br />and you are running away. <br /><br />A cold glass of milk to calm my nerves.<br /><br />I am anxious as fuck.<br /><br />There is nothing to do but wait for all of this<br />to be over, again.</span>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-91889818856389051332012-04-20T18:42:00.000-07:002012-04-20T18:42:06.343-07:00kiddo<h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">i will rustle your hair and call you kiddo<br />
i like ice cream and the way it makes you <br />
smile. will you act like a child with me?<br />
Just once, I want to see your kite tangle<br />
its string with mine, mixed like brad pitts<br />
adopted children. I like you.</span></h6>Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-58224525919804703782012-04-10T21:45:00.003-07:002012-04-10T21:59:09.082-07:00In your gardenPlace my hand in your hand<br />
I am sleeping in your garden<br />
Ants and centipedes walk all over me<br />
I watch birds in the distance<br />
I'd give anything to hold you again<br />
I'm sorry I like you better than myself<br />
I don't know how to follow through with anything<br />
I am tending your garden<br />
you have abandoned every flower<br />
I think you should grow tomatos out here<br />
seems lonely<br />
seems bleak<br />
I want your feet over my feet<br />
your lips on mine<br />
I am starving for you, shaking too<br />
There is a storm coming<br />
I want to save every flower<br />
pieces of you<br />
But I will probably go search for shelter<br />
The rain is too coldEduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-12090564684098903552012-04-10T17:04:00.000-07:002012-04-10T17:04:04.847-07:00untitledI am deep in you<br />
knees and eyes<br />
awe, I shuck<br />
in your presence<br />
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when it rains<br />
i am wet for you<br />
kiss me like a<br />
love song<br />
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they dont write love<br />
poems<br />
for us<br />
<br />
we make love for them<br />
to dream about<br />
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I want youEduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2112863714002848482.post-84476007056195651772012-04-08T08:44:00.004-07:002012-04-08T10:52:10.957-07:00Loud intense sobbinglook in to the mind of a man with a 'bleak' existence<br />
study his face, listen to his philosophy, shit eating grin<br />
he is full of shit. Watch him smoke a cigarette, watch<br />
him look at you, watch him wait for you to make the<br />
first move, watch him sweat nervously. He is too frail.<br />
Watch him take in everything you say. He is falling for<br />
you, all over you, he is lost in the depths of you,<br />
you are now the reason for his being. You will be the reason<br />
for his joy, the reason for his depression, when he shits he<br />
will think of you, when he masturbates, when he brushes his<br />
teeth, when he writes his term paper, while he loses sleep.<br />
He will spend hours and hours and hours upon hours thinking<br />
of the perfect conversation. When he sees you he will not<br />
remember a thing. He will go blank. Study this man.<br />
You will never marry this man. He is too complicated for you. You are<br />
not complicated. You know what you want from life. Pity this man.<br />
Befriend him. Do something with his penis sometimes. And when<br />
shit gets too real break his heart and walk away. He will hide in his<br />
existential blanket, he will weep afterwards. Sob loud and intensely <br />
holding a pillow, holding a cellphone, putting up the volume on his ipod,<br />
listening to sad music, the only kind of music he likes.Eduardo Quinoneshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10022081084174062738noreply@blogger.com0