I'm not inspired by anything lately.
I feel, 'empty'. I threw up in my
mouth a bit. Whatever.
Pointless things feel pointless
like jumping off a bridge
or writing
a poem.
or reading a
book
or
liking anyone.
I want to put my head in a pillow.
and laugh sarcastically at
evolution.
at life.
at irony.
whatever.
I check my emails
I check my phone
I check my facebook
no new anything.
I will die like this
I think
or feel
at the
moment.
This is my life.
Staring at the computer screen.
I want to scream at it.
in a foreign language.
with a russian accent
in japanese.
BAKA!
'My life
is
over.'
I think
melodramatically
to
myself.
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